packbat: A bat wearing a big asexual-flag (black-gray-white-purple) backpack. (ace pack)
Friday, August 23rd, 2024 11:52 am

Over the past month and a half, as we've been coming up on the anniversary of our first installing Linux, we started poking at blog post ideas trying to sum up our thoughts and feelings - something honest, that captures some feelings.

We ended up writing two different posts with very different tones, and struggling to decide which to post. And then in a moment of shitpostiness, we said: cursed option: html table, one on the left, one on the right.

...whereupon our friends were immediately like "yes".

So: here are our thoughts about our experiences of our linux year 1 (twice).

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Wednesday, June 5th, 2024 10:50 pm

I - and us Packbats collectively - think it's a good thing when stuff that works is kept out of the trash. That's not a terribly controversial statement, I think.

Unless you're Microsoft. Our newest computer is ten years old and they think it belongs in a landfill - even Windows 10, the OS they don't sell any more and will stop supporting next year, doesn't support it. To Microsoft, our ability to have a computer at all is only permitted if we pay to give them permission to install their latest ad service and maybe also their latest AI spyware.

Or you're Apple, and you secretly push updates that shorten the battery life of old iPhones - an update which many believe was deliberate sabotage to force updates. After all, Apple has a deliberate policy of shredding old phones rather than allowing them to be repaired, which removes the option of buying used rather than new. This is also personal for us - our iPhone 6 was working perfectly fine, and then it started overheating and running dry faster and faster.

They can do this because their software is proprietary, and their hardware is proprietary, and their customers have no choice. It's put up with the abuse or run a zombie operating system for eight years as you watch more and more of the modern world cease to support your computer.

FLOSS software isn't like that.

And yeah, there's more to it than that. It's more complicated than that. There's an entire universe of philosophical, pragmatic, and political calculation going on, conversations about rights and safety and governance structures. But our 2010 laptop, a truly delightful and fast machine to live in running Windows 7, is ... still that, running Xfce in openSUSE. Because to Unix, an Intel Core i5-520M is just another amd64-compatible CPU, and 4 GB of RAM is more than enough to run a graphical desktop environment - y'know, the thing with windows and mouse and taskbar and so on, where you can double-click a PNG file to see it pop up in an image viewer. Why would it be inadequate? They aren't selling us dissatisfaction or new shinies - they're making things work, as best as they can, in a world that doesn't want your computer or ours to survive.

Everything that's annoying about FLOSS software is because FLOSS is a world where something made mostly by 11 developers with an annual budget of under US$8000 is basic infrastructure for literally millions of users. And that's not even strange here - like, there's standards designed for interoperability, and those get created and implemented by a crowd of different projects. Instead of Microsoft designing Word documents in secret to ensure no-one else's programs can open them, you have LibreOffice using the Open Document Format that anyone else, from megacorps like Google to some random single dev making a project solo, can implement. It's just how things happen here, and it means that one person can make a project for millions that mostly works.

Even when Microsoft and Apple would rather you pay for their thing. And be locked in their house. Where they can force you to give them more money.

There's more to FLOSS than that, but there doesn't have to be more to FLOSS than that for us to care. Our computer is alive. We can't not be passionate about that.

packbat: An anthro copper dragon playing music on a small MIDI controller keyboard. (packdragon midi)
Friday, August 4th, 2023 02:33 pm

There's an interesting arc you can have with studying Toki Pona.

At first, you're learning words and phrases. That "toki" can mean "speech", "communication", "stories", and suchlike. That "pona" can mean "good", "acceptable", "approved of", and similar. That "jan" can mean "people", "characters", "humans", that kind of thing. That "jan pona" can mean "friend" - a person or people you approve of, that you like and endorse. That "insa" can mean "inside", "center", "stomach", and so forth. That "toki insa" can mean "inner monologue" or "thoughts". And learning all these things helps you understand what people are talking about.

And then you start unlearning them. Sort of.

Like, the thing about toki pona is that a lot of its strength is being not specific, is being contextual, is being personal. And you can translate the English word "think" with the toki pona phrase "toki insa", but there's a lot of things that a communication can be within - a house, a community, a back room, standard usage ... a lot of things. And "think" does a lot of work - I think that origami is delightful, but when I say that, I am saying that to me origami is delightful: musi pi lipu sitelen li pona tawa mi.

This isn't actually about Toki Pona - this is about Kyle Kallgren's analysis of the movie "Network", and the cover of "Land of Confusion" it ends with, and the idea of reading classic rock songs as saying something. Saying "things aren't okay, we're being lied to, and we need to stop the damage". Saying "justice for those American Indians who fight against poverty and police violence". Saying "the classist and racist status quo isn't actually a natural state, we can do something about it". Saying "The USA gave us a terrible life, sent us off to kill people who looked different than us, and left us with nothing when we got back, if we even made it back". All these words that got flattened into "angry" or "comforting" or "exciting" or whatever else, they were saying something.

People learn to ignore what a communication means.

Probably because if any of these people were allowed to be understood, we might not be okay with letting the rich get richer as everyone else kills each other.

Howard Beale was saying something. He was saying that you have to get mad because the other option is depression and not caring, and if we have any hope of not taking it any more, not letting all the evil be wrought upon us, we have to care.

And on a personal level, to paraphrase jan Sonja about Toki Pona: if a friend is a "jan pona", a good person? A bad friend is a contradiction in terms.

Words mean things. And caring about what words convey can mean caring about a lot else, too.

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Friday, January 29th, 2021 11:38 am

Negativland's album True False on Seeland Records was released on 25 October 2019.

The music video for "This Is Not Normal", track 12 of 14, was produced in April 2020 and released on YouTube on May 4. It contains a lot of distorted and strange imagery and camerawork and contains some fast cuts, body horror, and death, and the lyrics feel ... at the very least, heavy-adjacent?

thoughts (covid-19 and us politics mentions, 837 words) )
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Saturday, July 4th, 2020 05:33 pm

In a college anthropology class, we had an assignment to describe some kind of set ... ritual form? I forget how they worded it - that we had experience with, and we couldn't think of anything that made sense. In the end, we decided to go with something that we were familiar with from a lot of firsthand experience but that we thought there wouldn't be much to say about: going to a classical music concert.

After all, what's there to say about the conventions and etiquette a classical music concert? They're just a normal thing, or even kinda boring, aside from the music.

...oh my goodness were we wrong about that.

Like, okay, the applause thing. You do not enter the concert hall except before the concert or during applause, lest you interrupt the music. You don't applaud during the music, ever. You don't applaud between movements of a piece that has multiple movements, ever. You applaud at the beginning of the concert when the person or people walk out onto the stage to take their bows before the performance (which they do, or which just the conductor does in the case of an orchestra), you applaud at the end of each piece (another reason to take the programme from the - *looks up word* door staff? the person who lets you in and stops you coming in while a piece is playing - is so you know how many movements each piece has and can keep track of when it will end), and you applaud some more when the concert ends because everyone likes getting a standing ovation and it's honestly almost the polite thing to do at this point, feels like.

(Although we went to a lot of really good concerts, so they probably deserved a fair few of those ovations.)

All of this was "kinda boring, I don't know what I'd talk about".

...and I think stuff like the flag thing and the National Anthem thing and the Pledge of Allegiance thing and the Founding Fathers thing and the Constitution thing are like that in the US. What's with having someone sing the National Anthem before baseball games in the US? Why are there flags in so many school classrooms in the US? Why was there a flag in the room where our local coin club met? Why did we do a pledge of allegiance before coin club meetings? Why are we as a society so invested in the opinions and words of a bunch of dead white slaveholders? This stuff - the forms and content of the US civil religion - is not boring, is not natural, is not just the way things are. There is so much to say about it.

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Monday, June 15th, 2020 07:49 pm

The U.S. Supreme Court issued a ruling today on three cases related to LGBT+ rights - Gerald Lynn Bostock v. Clayton County, Georgia; Altitude Express, Inc., et al. v. Zarda et al., as Co-Independent Executors of the Estate of Zarda; and R. G. & G. R. Harris Funeral Homes, Inc. v. Equal Employment Opportunity Commission et al. - answering the question of whether Title VII the Civil Rights Act of 1964 prohibits employment discrimination against gay and trans people when it prohibits discrimination by sex. In, unexpectedly, Justice Neil Gorsuch's words, the answer is "yes, it is illegal to discriminate against them" (us):

An employer who fires an individual for being homosexual or transgender fires that person for traits or actions it would not have questioned in members of a different sex. Sex plays a necessary and undisguisable role in the decision, exactly what Title VII forbids.

[personal profile] cosmolinguist has a nice roundup post bringing up a lot of good points about how much this means (tl;dr: a lot).

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Wednesday, June 3rd, 2020 11:27 am

We've been kinda aware for a while that we will sometimes encounter a thing and want to talk about it with a specific online friend group. Like, "huh - we'd want to CW this if we posted it on fedi, and it feels a little too blunt for the friend of ours on IRC, but it might be appreciated by the folx on this Discord server! Probably not that other Discord group DM we're in, though."

...but in this particular case, that particular Discord has a dedicated channel for politics talk and it obviously belongs in that channel - and we have that channel muted, because the conversations happening there drive our stress through the roof. And we don't really want to drive-by with it.

Anyway, have a comic about living in Seattle during the present police riots.

packbat: A bat wearing a big asexual-flag (black-gray-white-purple) backpack. (Default)
Tuesday, January 4th, 2011 12:41 pm
SCENE: Robin (i.e. packbat) and David are playing chess in the ASME lounge. Ben enters.

Ben: Who's winning?

Robin: (mumbling)

Ben: Well, he's moved twice, so clearly he's winning.

Robin: I'll just tie it up then. [moves piece]

Ben: Tie goes to Black.

[beat. Robin looks up at Ben.]

Robin: This isn't affirmative action, man!
packbat: A bat wearing a big asexual-flag (black-gray-white-purple) backpack. (gettysburg)
Monday, November 29th, 2010 10:12 am
Okay - so you know how the new health care bill is supposed to charge people who voluntarily refuse health insurance (so as to encourage people to sign up)? And you know how emergency rooms have to provide care, even to the uninsured?

How about this: have insurers bid for their price to cover the costs of treating the uninsured in each state. The lowest bid gets their cost divided among the uninsured in that state. That way:
  • The cost to hospitals of emergency room care is paid, and
  • The cost to individuals of refusing health care is controlled by market forces.

    Any obvious flaws?
  • packbat: One-quarter view of the back of my head. (quarter-rear)
    Saturday, September 25th, 2010 06:46 pm
    What is wrong with book-burning is not that a book has been set on fire - it is that the book is no longer available to be read.

    Consider a few cases:

    1. A government deems a particular book to be subversive literature and orders every copy burnt. Agents of the government seize all copies found in libraries, bookstores, or private residences and commits them to the fire. This is wrong.

    2. An ideologue arranges to purchase every copy of a rare book and burns them. This is wrong.

    3. An ideologue arranges to purchase several copies of a commonly-available book and burns them. This is not wrong.

    Apologies to everyone who got sick of the whole debacle over two weeks ago.
    packbat: A bat wearing a big asexual-flag (black-gray-white-purple) backpack. (gettysburg)
    Friday, April 23rd, 2010 03:36 pm
    Via Making Light, Paul Cornell: Wish Me Luck, I'm Going In. What with the recent stalling of the Equality Bill in Britain, he's had enough.

    I wish there were a Christian organisation like British Muslims for Secular Democracy, who could liaise with the various gay Christian organisations, but also include those who aren't directly involved, who just think this cause is just. Then there would be a phone number for that liberal voice that the UK media could lay their hands on. If they ever wanted to call it.

    In the meantime, I've started a hashtag on Twitter: #godlyforequality. If you're on Twitter, go and have a look, and let's see if we can retweet the message a long way. It's only a tiny thing. It's the least I can do.


    I'm not a Christian, and I think that Christianity is factually wrong - but what he's doing here is fighting homophobia, and on those grounds he's fighting for the side of good.

    Good luck, Mr. Cornell. Do the right thing.
    packbat: A bat wearing a big asexual-flag (black-gray-white-purple) backpack. (gettysburg)
    Thursday, March 25th, 2010 08:44 am
    Hat-tip to [livejournal.com profile] circuit_four here: HuffPost: GOP Senators Refusing To Work Past 2PM, Invoking Obscure Rule.

    ...two things.

    One: Key Republican Senators apparently (a) don't care about doing their job, and (b) believe the Democratic Senators do, and therefore (c) are willing to enforce a work stoppage to make the Democrats do what they want. This does not reflect well on the Republicans. The first metaphor that comes to mind is if a police department decided to blockade the fire station in order to get their 'support' for changes to the city budget.

    Two: How stupid are the Senate rules, anyway? You can't make Senators actually filibuster, you can't make Senators actually work more than two hours a day ... this is not how governance happens.

    Politics is an important, valuable activity - but this ain't.
    packbat: A bat wearing a big asexual-flag (black-gray-white-purple) backpack. (gettysburg)
    Thursday, October 15th, 2009 08:11 pm
    A link to pass on: Slacktivist explains the lie Tony Perkins is telling for money about the expansion of hate crime legislation to cover LGBT persons. Money quote:

    The only extent to which hate-crime protections pertain to "thought" is in the way that all criminal law does, which is to say that motive matters. If you truly believe that the law should make no distinction between accidental manslaughter and premeditated first-degree homicide, because you truly believe that any such distinction constitutes the establishment of "thought crime," then I will accept that you are making this "thought-crime" objection to hate-crime legislation in good faith. (I'll think you're kind of an idiot, but at least a sincere idiot.) But you can't accept that distinction and still argue in good faith that hate crimes are "thought crimes."


    P.S. If anyone you know is concerned that hate crime legislation could infringe their freedom of speech, two words: Fred Phelps.

    P.P.S. On a related note, a riddle courtesy of eyelessgame in the comments: What terrorist organization has killed more Americans than al Qaeda?
    packbat: A bat wearing a big asexual-flag (black-gray-white-purple) backpack. (gettysburg)
    Sunday, October 11th, 2009 01:34 pm

    From [personal profile] baldanders, here and there:

    Alan Grayson (D-FL) is my hero. Seriously, he tells it like it is, without fear of the insurance companies, and certainly not without fear of the Republican lie machine:

    "We as a party have spent the last six months, the greatest minds in our party, dwelling on the question, the unbelievably consuming question of how to get Olympia Snowe to vote on health care reform. I want to remind us all that Olympia Snowe was not elected President last year. Olympia Snowe has no veto power in the Senate. Olympia Snowe represents a state with one half of one percent of America's population.

    "What America wants is health care reform. America doesn't care if it gets 51 votes in the Senate or 60 votes in the Senate or 83 votes in the Senate, in fact America doesn't even care about that, it doesn't care about that at all. What America cares about is this; there are over 1 million Americans who go broke every single year trying to pay their health care bills. America cares a lot about that. America cares about the fact that there are 44,780 Americans who die every single year on account of not having health care, that's 122 every day. America sure cares a lot about that. America cares about the fact that if you have a pre-existing condition, even if you have health insurance, it's not covered. America cares about that a lot. America cares about the fact that you can get all the health care you need as long as you don't need any. America cares about that a lot. But America does not care about procedures, processes, personalities, America doesn't care about that at all." [. . .]

    "Last week I held up this report here and I pointed out that in America there are 44,789 Americans that die every year according to this Harvard report published in this peer reviewed journal because they have no health insurance. That's an extra 44,789 Americans who die whose lives could be saved, and their response was to ask me for an apology." [. . .]

    "Well, I'm telling you this; I will not apologize. I will not apologize. I will not apologize for a simple reason; America doesn't care about your feelings. [. . .] America does care about health care in America. And if you're against it, then get out of the way. You can lead, you can follow or you can get out of the way. [. . .] America understands that there is one party in this country that is favor of health care reform and one party that is against it, and they know why.

    "They understand that if Barack Obama were somehow able to cure hunger in the world the Republicans would blame him for overpopulation. They understand that if Barack Obama could somehow bring about world peace they would blame him for destroying the defense industry. In fact, they understand that if Barack Obama has a BLT sandwich tomorrow for lunch, they will try to ban bacon.

    "But that's not what America wants; America wants solutions to its problems, and that begins with health care."

    packbat: A bat wearing a big asexual-flag (black-gray-white-purple) backpack. (gettysburg)
    Monday, August 10th, 2009 10:09 pm
    On Fred Clark's blog, slacktivist:

    A: Sarah Palin is lying about health care reform.

    B: Whoa, hold on there. That's quite the accusation. You want to use the L-word, you're going to have to prove it.

    A: That's not difficult. Here is the outrageous and demonstrably untrue lie in question, from her Facebook page:
    The America I know and love is not one in which my parents or my baby with Down Syndrome will have to stand in front of Obama’s “death panel” so his bureaucrats can decide, based on a subjective judgment of their “level of productivity in society,” whether they are worthy of health care. Such a system is downright evil.
    She's accusing President Obama of trying to create a "death panel" in which bureaucrats will decide whether or not to euthanize the elderly and handicapped children. That simply isn't true. It isn't close to anything that's close to being true. She's lying.

    B: So you say.

    A: No, what I say is irrelevant. What matters is what she said versus what the reality is. She is lying.

    B: OK, let's just say for the sake of argument that what she is saying there isn't true ...


    Enjoy the followup as well.
    packbat: A bat wearing a big asexual-flag (black-gray-white-purple) backpack. (gettysburg)
    Monday, June 22nd, 2009 09:30 am
    I've generally tended to take the position that while the people running Iran are a bunch of reactionary thugs, they're at least a fairly intelligent bunch of reactionary thugs.

    After this revelation on Iranian Press TV, however, I'm not so certain.


    FiveThirtyEight: Worst. Damage Control. Ever.

    (As I mentioned in the Google Reader repost, NY Times noted that Iranians are allowed to vote in districts they aren't registered in. This in no way suffices to explain what we're seeing here.)
    packbat: A bat wearing a big asexual-flag (black-gray-white-purple) backpack. (internet)
    Monday, April 13th, 2009 08:52 am
    IMPORTANT UPDATE: Issue may be a simple case of poor systems security, rather than evil - see (1) http://gawker.com/5210142/why-it-makes-sense-that-a-hackers-behind-amazons-big-gay-outrage (2) http://pastebin.ca/1390576 (3) http://community.livejournal.com/brutal_honesty/3168992.html

    xposted from my Twitter feed: Amazon.com is censoring LGBT literature. See http://jesurgislac.wordpress.com/2009/04/12/lesbian-and-gay-books-disappear/ and http://dearauthor.com/wordpress/2009/04/12/amazon-possibly-using-category-metadata-to-filter-rankings/ for more info.

    I've heard people saying "don't use Amazon" before, but this is rather egregious. Another person who has been all over this is [livejournal.com profile] ironychan, including in both of her webcomics - here's a list of other online booksellers if you're interested.
    packbat: A bat wearing a big asexual-flag (black-gray-white-purple) backpack. (Default)
    Tuesday, March 24th, 2009 10:29 am

    What is your favorite macro? Why?

    View other answers



    Do you have to ask?

    (I am so setting myself up for disappointment...)
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    Wednesday, December 24th, 2008 09:43 pm
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